To live with Swami Sivananda was to live with a little baby.
In his presence you were never aware of your ego. Hold a little baby on your lap, then you will find out where your ego is. Whatever your age, whether you are a big officer or businessman, the president of a large company, the prime minister of a nation, or even a crinimal, how do you behave with a baby on your lap? Differences, formalities, personalities no longer exist. That was the effect of Swami Sivananda’s personality, and this is how a saint lives.
It is very difficult to talk of such great men because what can we say about them? It isn’t easy to fathom the spiritual illumination of a person. The mind and logic are finite, but the spiritual attainments are infinite. So, with the finite scale you cannot fathom the infinity of spiritual life.
Swami Sivananda gave us complete freedom of expression. We had to manage all the ashram affairs, from building construction and publishing books to taking care of the guests or finance. Whatever problem the ashram had or whatever things the ashram needed, we had to manage ourselves. If we made a mistake we were not chastised. Swamiji Believed that everyone had come to the ashram with a noble intention, and he had complete faith in the sincerity, purpose and intentions of his disciples.
Even if Swamiji heard about the swamis fighting amongst themselves or abusing each other, he would say, “it’s just a momentary diversion, relaxation. They are sannyasins who have renounced with a purpose and an intention This is a temporary maya on them. They will be all right soon. “This is what kept his disciples around him. It was not Swami Sivananda who created the whole illusion, the whole maya, but his disciples, and he was just a seer of that. He gave us plenty of chances to learn things, and that is why his disciples have done such wonderful work all over the world in a very sattwic and humane way. They do not work in a rajasic manner, but in a calm, quiet and simple way.
During my stay with Swami Sivananda, people from different ashrams would come to see me. “What does your guru teach you?” they pursued. “No,” I said, “I type his letters.” “Does he give you shaktipat? Has he given you siddhis?” they inquired further. “No, “I answered, “nothing.”
Frankly speaking, what I say in lectures, what I have written in books, what I teach, has not come from studies or teachings, The knowledge does not come from outside; it is an unfoldment of what is already within. That which is in me is also within you. The only difference is that I had one watchword in life - service to guru, without any motive, without expectation. This was my passion, my joy and my pleasure.
I have heard many mythological stories about great men of charity, but I have never seen one except for Swami Sivananda. Nobody went away without taking something. If one asked for money, clothes, blankets, food, shelter, medicine, love, affection, recognition, certificate, recommendation, letter - anything one wanted he received. That was the greatness of Swamiji’s heart. It was not that he was rich; in fact for many years the ashram was under a very heavy debt. If anyone told Swamiji about the ashram’s financial situatiion he would say, “It’s not me, it is God who gives.”
Not everyone in Swamiji’s ashram spoke well of him; some criticized him day in and day out. Some poeple even came to the ashram to ridicule and mock, not only Swamiji but everything that concerned him. Swami Sivananda knew this very well. When it was brought to his notice the only thing he said was, “God’s creation is beautiful and we all have to be different from each other. If there is no resistance or criticism, the evolution of man will come to a dead end. If you think, wish or believe that everybody should accept you, your advice, philosophy, way of life, and agree with you totally, then you are hoping for a world which can never be.” If you cannot live with different types of poeple in society, in your family, in an institution, then you are doomed to miseries, frustrations and all kinds of mental problems.
Swami Satyananda
YOGA Year 1 Issue 4
July - August